There is something so intimate about mutual masturbation that I do not think people talk about enough. It is not just two people getting off. It is two people letting each other in. And baby, I want to let you all the way in.
Picture this. We are on the phone together, and I tell you to get comfortable. Really comfortable. I want you relaxed and I want you focused on me, because I am going to describe every single thing I am doing to myself while you do the same. I will tell you how my breathing changes. I will tell you exactly where my fingers are and how good it feels. And I want to hear you too. Every sound you make tells me I am doing this right.
What I love most is the connection. We are miles apart, but in that moment, it feels like we are in the same room. Like I can feel your eyes on me. I get so turned on knowing you are listening to me, that my voice is the thing pushing you closer and closer. And knowing you are touching yourself because of me? That drives me absolutely wild.
I will set the pace. Nice and slow at first, building together, teasing each other with every word. I might tell you to slow down when I can hear you getting close too fast, because I am not done with you yet. I want us to get there together. I want to hear you lose control at the exact same moment I lose mine. That shared finish, that perfect timing, it is the most connected I have ever felt to someone I cannot even touch.
And afterward, when we are both breathless and quiet, I will stay on the line with you. I will tell you how amazing that was. Because it will be amazing. It always is with you.
Sometimes I think about our calls when I am going about my day. I will be making coffee or folding laundry, and I will remember the way you sounded, the way we moved together even though we were apart. It makes me smile every single time. You have that effect on me, baby. You make the ordinary parts of my day feel a little bit electric.
Call the dispatcher and ask for Quinn. Let us have our own private moment together. Just you, just me, and nobody else in the world.
All yours, Quinn