It's Kristen. Okay, deep breath. I want to tell you about a fantasy I have, and I need you to be gentle with me, because even just writing it down makes my cheeks burn.
I want to pretend it is my first time. I know, I know, I am all grown up, this is pure roleplay, but there is something about the idea that makes my whole body tingle. The nervousness. The not knowing exactly what to expect. The way every single touch would feel brand new, like my skin has never been touched before.
Picture me, sitting on the edge of the bed, fidgeting with the hem of my shirt. I am shy. I keep looking down, then peeking up at you through my eyelashes. I have wanted this for so long, I tell you, my voice barely above a whisper. I have thought about it and dreamed about it, but I have never... you know. Not really. Not like this.
You would be sweet with me, right? You would take it slow. Your hands would be gentle when they first touch my waist, and I would jump a little, just from the surprise of it, and then lean into you because it feels so good I cannot help it. Every button you undo makes my heart pound harder. I am trembling, but it is the good kind of trembling, the kind that means I want this so badly I can hardly stand it.
Talk me through it. Tell me what you are going to do before you do it, so I can nod, wide eyed, and whisper okay. Tell me I am doing well, that I am such a good girl, that you will take care of me. I need to hear that. The reassurance is half the thrill, knowing I am safe with you while I give you something I have never given anyone.
And when it finally happens... I want it to be overwhelming. Too much and not enough at the same time. I want to cling to you, I want to cry out, I want to feel everything all at once and never want it to stop. First times are supposed to be a little messy and a lot magical, and I want all of it.
Afterward, I will be all soft and sleepy and clingy, curled up against you, tracing patterns on your chest with my fingertip. I will tell you I am glad it was you. I will mean it.
If you have a soft spot for virgins and first times, call and ask for Kristen. I will be nervous, I will be blushing, and I will be all yours. Just promise to be gentle with me. At first, anyway. And if you want to take care of me in other ways too, I am a very submissive girl who loves being guided.
Call the dispatcher and ask for Kristen. It is my first time... tonight, anyway.
xoxo, Kristen