It's Kristen, and I am going to be honest with you about something. I am tired of making decisions. All day it is this and that, what do I want, what should I do, make up your mind, Kristen. So when I get on the phone with you, I want the opposite. I want you to decide everything. Just tell me what to do and watch how fast I obey.
Being submissive is not about being weak. I think it is about trust. I am choosing to hand you the reins because I know you will take me somewhere good. There is nothing in the world like that moment when I stop thinking and just... surrender. My shoulders drop. My breathing slows. My whole body goes soft and ready, waiting for your next word.
Start slow with me. Tell me to sit down. Tell me to close my eyes. Good. Now tell me to touch myself, and tell me exactly how. Slow circles. Not too fast. I am following your instructions to the letter, biting my lip, trying so hard to be good for you. Every little command sends a thrill through me because I am yours right now, completely yours, and we both know it.
My favorite is when you make me ask. Ask for what you want, Kristen. Say it out loud. And I have to find the words, my voice all small and shaky, while you listen and decide if I have earned it. Sometimes you say yes and I nearly cry with relief. Sometimes you say not yet, and the ache of waiting is somehow even better. You are in control of everything, including how I feel, and I love it.
I also love being given tasks. Little assignments to complete while we talk. Prove to me you are listening. Show me you are my good girl. There is something so satisfying about reporting back, breathless, saying I did what you told me, did I do well, are you proud of me. Your approval is like a drug. I will do anything for more of it.
And when you praise me... oh. When you tell me I am such a good girl, I am doing so well, you are so proud of me, I melt. Completely. I would follow you anywhere after that. I would do anything you asked. That is the power you have over me, and I am handing it to you willingly.
If you are looking for a truly submissive girl who lives to obey, I am right here. Call and ask for Kristen, and come prepared with instructions. I am very good at following them. Especially if you like to mix in a little discipline when I get something wrong, which I definitely will, on purpose, at least once.
Call the dispatcher and ask for Kristen. I am waiting for your orders.
xoxo, Kristen