You do not get to finish when you want to finish. That is the first thing you need to understand about me. Your pleasure is mine to give, mine to take away, and mine to dangle in front of you until you are begging. I love the begging, by the way. It is my favorite sound.
Here is how our call will go. I will start sweet. I will tell you exactly what I am wearing, exactly what I am doing with my hands, and I will describe every detail so vividly you will feel like you are right here with me. You will get close. So close. And right when you think I am going to let you have it, I will stop. Cold. And I will laugh, just a little, because your frustration is delicious to me.
I am very good at reading you. I can hear it in your breathing when you are getting close, and I know exactly when to pull back. Sometimes I will make you wait thirty seconds. Sometimes I will make you wait ten minutes. Sometimes I will edge you three, four, five times in a row until you are shaking and you cannot think straight. That is when you are the most fun.
What I love most about tease and denial is what it does to your mind. After a while, you stop thinking about finishing at all. You just exist in this beautiful, aching state of wanting, and every word I say becomes the most important thing in your world. I own your attention completely. I would not trade that feeling for anything.
I also like to give you homework between calls. I might tell you that you are not allowed to touch yourself until you hear my voice again, and I will make you promise. Then I will call you two days later just to ask how you have been holding up, and I will laugh at how desperate you sound. Denial does not stop when the call ends. Not with me.
I might give you a task to complete before I let you finish. I might make you describe what you want in humiliating detail. I might make you count down from one hundred without losing control, and if you fail, we start over. I am patient. I can do this all night. Can you?
Fair warning. I do not always let you finish. Sometimes the denial is the whole point, and you will end the call aching and grateful. If that idea excites you instead of scaring you, then you are exactly my type. Call the dispatcher and ask for Ares. Let me take control of your release.
- Ares